In this post: How to be an intentional mom who looks beyond being “just a mom”.
Dear Mom, do you wish you could be so much more than Just a mom?
“I wish to raise good children. I want to have a good relationship with them. I want to create a family culture, where when my kids look back, they say we were such a happy family! It is not that kids are just obedient, but the fact that they love me and so they are respectful.”
Have you ever said this to yourself?
If you are thinking this, you are not alone.
This blog post is for you. We mothers have great dreams. I remember the first time I became a mother. When the nurse handed me my son, I took one look at him and then the “Imposter syndrome” set in. I remember telling my sister, ‘Do you think he will like me? Do you think I’ll make a good mother?‘
My sister laughed at me and said: Too late! He is already here. You better figure things out as you two grow up!
A few weeks before his birth, my husband had asked me: ‘What are you looking forward to teaching our baby?’
I remember so clearly, I had said: I don’t know what I will teach him, but for sure, he is going to teach me a lot of things!
He did. I am blessed to be called his Mom! But you know what… as that little baby grew up… as he got a little sister, and then another, and then another… with every child, I lost a little of my confidence in me.
I felt I was so many things before marriage and babies. But motherhood made me feel like I was incomplete… incompetent even.
I felt that becoming a mother meant I couldn’t do so many things. My children were totally dependent on me. I was a trailing wife to an expat worker. I couldn’t pursue my career in this country and I really didn’t like my options of taking up just any job. There were so many things that bugged me.
I am a people’s person who drives her energy from meeting friends and strangers. I absolutely enjoy people. But with little babeis and a husband always at work, I found it difficult to get out.
There were so many things I saw wrong. The things is I was focusing on all the negatives.
What goes wrong when you are trying to be an Intentional Mom
In January 2015, I decided I wanted to go back to studying. My youngest was 2 years old and I felt I could.
Somehow, I thought that my Masters Degree and years of Qualifications working online were insufficient. So, I enrolled myself in an advanced course in Bioinformatics.
My plan was that I can get a certificate which will help me make up for all the years that I have missed work experience. ‘This little training will help me get back on track!’, I thought.
Four days into the course, my in laws came visiting. By the end of the week, I had four families in my house and nine children running about. There was no way I could give my first test that weekend. So I cancelled my enrollment and took my money back.
The result: resentment.
For the next two months, I was in depression. I was either angry or sleepy. I felt I had to do housework all the time and that my kids were always needing me. Deep within, I knew that wasn’t entirely true but my depression was getting the better of me.
My husband was quietly observing my behavior. One night, after the kids were in bed, I asked him what he thought of me returning to work after our youngest started Kindergarten in the Fall.
He laughed and said: I have a course for you. It is free for a limited time and although it isn’t your field of study, I think you should do it.
It was a Brilliant Idea!
The course was on Entrepreneurship. Totally NOT my line but… I ended up doing it anyway.
Of course it was hard! I am not a commerce person and I don’t speak that ‘language’.
I was the only mom among the 20 something year olds who wanted to either change the world or build a well in Kenya. But do you know what it taught me..?
Mothers need a life plan too.
They say that we mothers are CEOs of our homes… may be it was about time we started behaving like one too!
So in March that year, for the first time, I made my Life Plan. I wasn’t sure if I would accomplish my goals or if at all it was necessary… but as I sat to plan the next year year, in December 2015, I was able to tick off almost 90% of that year’s plan.
I was a happier and more confident mother because I took the time to learn to plan out my year.
I didn’t know Life Planning was necessary. I always though business people did it. But my Mom Plan gave me a life goal – a purpose. It helped me see in words what my dreams were and how I would accomplish them. I charted my year into quarters and brainstormed steps I would take to come to that goal.
If you want to be an intentional mom, set a goal for yourself.
The first step is to change your mindset to be more intentional and confident.
I have seen many women who say that they want to do so much more with their lives but they just don’t know where to begin.
Many mothers tell me that they have living conditions that prevent them from taking action in their life.
Mothers with older children say that they have sacrificed their career to take care of their children but now they are not so sure they did the right thing.
Dear mom, I know what you are feeling. I was in that same mindset. I thought it was the people around me, my conditions, my expat life that was holding me back from my dreams.
I was wrong.
Even if the whole world conspired to break you, they will not unless it is the Will of God. God loves you. He has given you that power within you to accomplish anything that you wish. Let’s work on that energy within you.
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Welcome to the Monthly Goals Blog Hop! Do you plan your month ahead? Have you anything in particular that your looking forward to this month? Is there anything in your life that needs focus? Kids, family, self… what is your motivation?
This blog hop is to help you make new friends and find a partner to stay accountable to. Every month, a group of us get together to write our monthly goals. This helps us stay connected, accountable as well as inspire other moms to know how we do it all.
This month the participating blogs are:
Jeddah Mom – Confident Parenting | Deliberate Motherhood
Alizeh My Soul-Lets plan and Work for a Productive Living in January
Mommy’s Next Step- January Goals