It is all about energy these days. How I combat my fatigue is another matter but what I do when I have succeeded in getting out of bed is what matters. Topping the list is having something ready to eat and cleaning the dishes. Next comes getting myself in shape. Everything else… is after that. Blogging doesn’t even enter my list and the reason for that is because when you have dirty dishes, a messed up you, hardly any decent cooked food and more than a dozen chores to do, nothing else matters. It is actually like giving myself a reality check. Getting my priorities right, even. I mean, what is it that matters the most to me. Suddenly, I find that I have not too many hours in the day and those that I have are when I need to rest or rather, it is that time when I can’t get out of bed. Crochet, was once upon a time. Reading only means reading the Quran and that too if I have the energy to or else it is just listening to it. Sad to say but true, I have been missing my prayers.
I know it is just a couple of more weeks till it all passes out and I regain my energy but it feels like torture. I had once remarked that ‘the best thing about pain was that it made you feel human’. Oh, that, I feel and… weak.
Life is beautiful anyway and … blessed, Alhamdulillah. Bear with the empty look on this blog for now. I’ll be back.