But most of the times, this is what really feels.
A Day Later:
I guess I just cant thank the Almighty enough for all the blessings that he has bestowed me with. It is my daughter’s second birthday today and inspite of what I said yesterday, I feel great, Alhamdulillah.
So what if she isn’t here today. She is in a much better place.
So what if I couldn’t see her a toddler, chattering and blabbering, wrecking havoc in my home. I will always remember her a baby, toothless, hairless ( LOL) and falling more than walking. It is beautiful memories, Alhamdulillah.
So what if I couldn’t visit her grave, at the least… I can go to Makkah instead. Go to His Place, tell God all that is in my mind. He is a better listener. Alhamdulillah… in all state 🙂
