The Bad Post
I had a bad morning today. Everything that I have done since the morning I have had to face just the opposite of the expected. The only reason I see why this could be happening is that I got up early today. Early meaning, at around 9am. Yes, to most of you that may be quite late but, those who know me know that… it is early for me. I am not a ‘morning’ person and although I do get up at Fajr and occasionally pray Tahajud too, I go back to sleep within 5 seconds of the salam. When do I get for Breakfast? Very late (mentioning the time here makes me feel ashamed)! Since I get up late and sleep through most of the day, the consequence to that is that I sleep late. That is my normal mode. My family knows that I sleep late and that I get up early and that I snack in the middle of the night and that I love being my bigrhi hui self!
But… life changes after marriage and how can Z! know my habits. Those of you happily married will agree that the most interesting couples are those who are totally opposite to each other. Z! is the ‘morning’ person and he loves to get up at 4am and sleep by 10pm. So, rather reluuctantly, I get up around that time too and rather reluctantly, I try to sleep before 1am! Now anything that one doesn’t like, one should not do. It can make you depressed and that is exactly what I felt these past months. Yes, sleep! Sleep-deprived, that was what I was.
It feels good to be able to sleep late and get up late. 🙂
Wait a second! This is not what I wanted to write about! Never mind. I had a bad morning today. And I am still getting over it. Come to think of it, I had bad morning yesterday too and all because… I was woken up early!! 🙁
I can’t go back to sleep again and it is almost 4pm and since I’ve wasted most of my day, I’ll go back and continue with it. Ok.. I’ll go pick my hook and finish that doily I mentioned in my last post. I have four more rounds to go and if I finish it today then I can atleast say that I didn’t waste the entire day!!
Ok then .. off I go…