Aysh to Aysh
What I need is a little inspiration. Somebody need to inspire me to do something different. Yes, I know I am quite enough when it comes to inspiring anybody and that I can talk myself into (and out of) anything but right now, it is not working. My very lazy, very stubborn self is not interested in listening to myself.
I wish there was something new around, something exciting and meaningful that I could do. How long can I continue amusing myself this way? There has to be something that can make me feel less anxious about life. It is as if I am floating around…
There was a time when I was spinning around (‘like a highly charged electron out of it’s axis’, I had said). Those days were better even if out of axis atleast I was somewhere…
Hmm… Oh well…
